My Wedding Day

Well, today October 17th, is the day of my wedding. I am currently sitting in my mom's house in the living room, on my computer [obviously] My best friend is on her way here from San Francisco, Sara is on her way here from...somewhere, Katrina is here taking a shower, my cousins will be at the hotel later on. The flowers are done and though I haven't seen them yet I have a feeling they are going to be perfect

I'm not freaking out or anything, I'm actually pretty calm. I dont think its really hit me yet. That I'm going to walk down the aisle to Zach and have my mom's boss, who also happens to be an ordained minister, be our vow reading person...minister? I dont really want to call him that because I'm not a religious person really and I feel like that makes me sound too religious. I do, however, know that when I'm standing at the end of the aisle, in my big beautiful dress, with my hair all done up and make up on, with my girls walking ahead of me, I know it will hit me because yesterday at the rehearsal when I walked down with matt [who smelled like my dad which made me want him there so bad ] I got little ity bity butterflies in my tummy and felt all warm inside and that is of course going to be more intense when I actually walk down the aisle!

So pretty much I feel awesome and not bridezilla or a crazy bitch or anything. I feel great and today is going to be awesome and perfect!!! :]